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If You Only Knew

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  We all go through disappointments in life and things we don't understand. Sometimes we make mistake and bring trouble to ourselves, it's easy to get discouraged and lose our passion but God won't allow anything to happen that will keep you from your destiny. He has already taken into account every bad break, every person that walked away, every mistake.  What we can't see is how his working behind the scenes. Sometimes he has to close a door so he can open a bigger door. God will move a person out of your life because they are limiting your growth. What looks like a disappointment is really the hand of God ordering your steps, it doesn't make sense now but down the road you'll see how if that door hadn't had closed, you wouldn't have met that person that introduced you to a friend that had an opportunity that took you to a new level. If you only knew what God was up to you wouldn't live upset. If you only knew how his going to connect the dots in y...

Prayer for Gods Guidance

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 Dear God,  let me hear your loving kindness in the morning, for I trust in you. I pray for your loving guidance; I call out to you in Faith. Teach me the way in which I should walk, for to you I lift up my soul. I rely on you Lord because your wisdom is infinite. Let me understand my role to follow your truth. Let me know your ways, so I can find favor in your sight. Show me the path of your kindness, that I may reflect that kindness onto others. When things appear desperate God opens the doors and delivers salvation.  Thus, he rebuked the red sea and dried it up and He led them through the deep. As through the wilderness. I call on God and he provides a path, consider me an instrument of your goodness.  Teach me and I will be silent, that I come to your will without my selfish mind. I am ready to be humble show me your way and the path. Send out your light and your truth, let them lead me, let them bring me to your Holy hill and to your dwelling places.  I fol...

Steady in The Storm (part 1)

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" But as they sailed, he fell asleep: and there came down a storm of wind on the lake; and they were filled with water and were in jeopardy. (LUKE 8:23)  And they came to him, and awoke him, saying, Master, master, we perish. Then he arose and rebuked the wind and raging of the water: and they ceased, and there was a calm. (LUKE 8:24)  And he said unto them, where is your faith? And they being afraid wondered, saying on to another, what manner of man is this! for he commandeth even the winds and water, and they obey him (LUKE 8:25) And they arrived at the country of the Gadarenes, which is over against Galilee. (LUKE 8:26)." Anybody can be steady when there is no storm. The Lord spoke to me to share with you about being steady not hysterical, not frantic, not anxious but steady in the storm.  Looks bad, it looks tough but remain steady. You are closer to there than you have ever been before. And in order to get there you must be steady in the storm. The true skills...

Wednesday short prayer

 Father, thank you for your power which is at work with me. Thank you for equipping me and calling me according to your good purpose. Give me your strength and peace today. I keep my mind stayed on you in Jesus' name, Amen. By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a Godly life. We have received all this by coming to know him, the one who called us to himself. By means of his marvelous glory and excellence.

Wednesday Prayer

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 Dear God,  I Thak You for the Gift of life that you've given me, thank you for the strength and abundant grace upon my life. While many slept and did not wake up; Lord, you showed me mercy and gave me another chance to live and glorify your Holy Name, Thank you for watching over me and my family throughout the night. Glorifies Father as I bow down before you in prayer; Let the purposes for which you gave me this day be established, fulfilled, and accomplished. I commit all my plans for this day unto your capable hands and I ask that you may Bless each and every task ahead of me and may your grace, love and guidance dwell with me today and all the other days of my life, In the most powerful Name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Living with Anxiety **TRIGGER WARNING DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SELF HARM, CHILD ABUSE**

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  Growing up, I was always the quiet kid. The kid who always behaved in class, who never got caught being too loud or rebellious in any way. I would say that, on the whole, I was a good kid who was considered good by most. But as I grew up and slowly grew into the person I am, I realized that I was not a good child because I was better than other children. I was good because I was afraid to be myself. You see, I grew up in an extremely abusive home. My father indulged in alcohol and had severe anger issues. My father instilled a fear in me that I still struggle with today as an adult. My father never once laid a hand on me, nor did he have to. When he just looked at me, my heartbeat fast and my hands shook. My father's physical abuse was more directed at my mother  Growing up and seeing all that I experienced as such a young child, especially having to be taken away from home because things were getting alot worse than they always were, I developed severe anxiety and...

I asked for ..

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I asked for strength, and God gave me difficulties to make me srong I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve. I asked for courage and God gave me dangers to ovecome. I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help. My prayers were answered.